This is me naked before you

A little with each word
I recognize how frivilous
Each little lie
really is
to my cause.

Each little lie
To you seems like truth
Because thats how you want
to see it.

One little slip
of my mind's true quarrel
will leave my heart at the knife
of your subjection.

A camera will stand between us
Moments before we undress
I will look in my heart
To hold you
Your libido will depress.

Pears taste best with Cheese
It's like bottle cap glasses
On this network of pinging,
heart-shaking admiration

Smile behind screens
Lie behind feelings
How will you receive me
When I'm naked
Before you.

Have you given up
Turning away, your smile becoming
a frown upon my truths
that turned to lies
upon your
subjection.

on the bus

no seriously i didn't make this up in my head and try to excuse it as an overheard conversation:

"you know, if you wanna get creepers off your back, you should post a picture of you with an ugly girl"
"what?"
"you know, cuz no one creeps ugly girls,"
"and?"
"if they see the ugly girl, they'll think, 'that ugly girl puts a pretty girl in her picture...'"
"oh that's a good idea!"
"yeah, like i know! you're my bff im obl-eye-gd to help!"
"yeah let's take pictures to remember this moment."

LEGACY

today i smiled at my profile page.
i saw a complementary mix of colours,
and my mind ran
away
leaving me in the dark
blind
mystery.

taking yourselves srsly much?
me too...

SO GLAD

So glad I have a normal ass restaurant job.
So glad it humbles me into realizing how mundane normal life is.
So glad I don't have ambitious, mercenary artist career.
So glad normal people exist to remind me how clever I am.
So glad that I have honest people to tell me how normal I'm being.
So glad I still have your attention.
So glad monkey made you look.


dorks.

i read poetry for pleasure

today i had lunch, fried rice.
i went outside and listened to sound drugs. to get my creativity going, while smoking a cigarette.
i wrote a story about a girl i am in love with
then used the sound drugs to recreate a feeling of falling in love.
then i listened to blood on the tracks.

i am in full control,

vulgar PORN

so i was watching porno like any good modern day teenager and heard the lead cock say the word "fuck" to which i asked myself, "can they say that in porn?"

WTF DRuG MART

THERE ARE NO FUCKING DRUGS AT TEH DRUG MART!

They make it sound like some happy place that you can just walk in with a bright painted wicker basket in left hand and right arm blasting over shelves of prescription medications but NO NOTHING LIKE THAT!

They don't even have a proper assortment of toiletries!

SRSLY WHY DOES the drug mart have more aisles for potato chips and magazines than it does for toothpaste and shampoo? TELL ME THAT!

quit with the superstore bullshit, I don't need to buy watermelons next to condoms.



...or do i?